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“But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?”
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long holidays without a job is a painful way to get by with. I NEED A JOB! okae i'm still waiting for some response from the agent and i'm getting really impatient. i should have grabbed that job opportunity when they asked me to be their recruitment consultant, why on earth did i turned it down! i think they gave it to others already lah. SAD!
there was supposed to be a class outing (sort of) this sunday and now its freaking cancelled. that adds on to my sadness and i dunno why it does affect me this way.
i dunno wats wrong but this few days i wasnt in a veh good mood. jus felt disheartened. or mayb i do noe the reason jus tat i refused to acknowledge it. my lil cousin came to stay at my place on sunday, so i had a fun time spending monday with her. a child's smile is always the most sincere becuz they have no worries and wat not, not like grown ups who will smile to others even if they are feeling like shit inside.
rmbred i once wrote a post on something about some ppl who do not really care for others and blah. recently i had this feeling that i dun feel close to anyone around me except my parents of cuz. when i went down to my granddad's place after a'levels were over, i felt so detached from everyone. perhaps its becuz i did not went down for a couple of mths, so i didnt really noe whats taking place in their lives now. i dun feel like part of them that much anymore, i'm jus like a outsider sometimes. the feeling is awful, it really sux. sometimes i dunno wat to say to them, wat to talk to them about, what to chat about. its as if i dun fit in with them anymore, like everything is not the same as before. i jus felt sad thinking about it, its as if something that used to be so precious to me aint the same again.
i feel really lost now, and i'm tired of trying to appear cheerful in front of everyone. its jus such a tough job.
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long holidays without a job is a painful way to get by with. I NEED A JOB! okae i'm still waiting for some response from the agent and i'm getting really impatient. i should have grabbed that job opportunity when they asked me to be their recruitment consultant, why on earth did i turned it down! i think they gave it to others already lah. SAD!
there was supposed to be a class outing (sort of) this sunday and now its freaking cancelled. that adds on to my sadness and i dunno why it does affect me this way.
i dunno wats wrong but this few days i wasnt in a veh good mood. jus felt disheartened. or mayb i do noe the reason jus tat i refused to acknowledge it. my lil cousin came to stay at my place on sunday, so i had a fun time spending monday with her. a child's smile is always the most sincere becuz they have no worries and wat not, not like grown ups who will smile to others even if they are feeling like shit inside.
rmbred i once wrote a post on something about some ppl who do not really care for others and blah. recently i had this feeling that i dun feel close to anyone around me except my parents of cuz. when i went down to my granddad's place after a'levels were over, i felt so detached from everyone. perhaps its becuz i did not went down for a couple of mths, so i didnt really noe whats taking place in their lives now. i dun feel like part of them that much anymore, i'm jus like a outsider sometimes. the feeling is awful, it really sux. sometimes i dunno wat to say to them, wat to talk to them about, what to chat about. its as if i dun fit in with them anymore, like everything is not the same as before. i jus felt sad thinking about it, its as if something that used to be so precious to me aint the same again.
i feel really lost now, and i'm tired of trying to appear cheerful in front of everyone. its jus such a tough job.
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