welcome

hello (:

quote

“But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?”

these few days have been buggish and feeling veh unsettled. so much stuff together hanging in the middle of nowhere, as i always say, neither here nor there.
how i wish i can jus run all the way to east coast and scream my lungs out now, and how i wish jus by screaming all the vexing stuff will go away( which isnt really the case i guess). how i wish there is someone to totally rely on now, one that can provide me the answers to my doubts. the uncertainty of uni applications, fear that i do not get what i want, scared that i will end up somewhere i dont feel belonged to. its my life and my future and i'm leaving it all to interviews to decide for me.
too much ambiguous situations, i dont really noe what i'm heading for and what i'm getting myself in. should i or should i not, to give or not to give, to try or not to try...I DONT KNOW I REALLY REALLY REALLY DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
people always say u will nvr know how far u can go unless u reach for the skies. maybe i should keep that in mind constantly.