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“But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?”
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morale running low
oohooh.
terence had his interview today, glad it all went well and smooth, think u did a great job. dun worry jus wait and see okae(: you've done enuf preparations and put in enuf efforts so be proud of yourself okae dear(:
and currently am trying my best to clear biophy before it accumulates like who noes what and i dun want myself to have a hard time swallowing everything when it nears the exam. i'm gonna mug and mug now, as what i've told terence this afternoon. from young, i hadnt been exceptionally outstanding in anything, i'm neither leadership material nor am i some enthu person that can get involved in all sorts of activities without worries. the only thing that i prob find some hope in is my studies, and yes its the only thing that had seen me through so many years. since that's the case, it would be of waste if the only thing i'm supposedly good at isnt giving me much hope anymore. and prob while i'm trying hard to see if there's anything i can do to boost my non-academic areas, i should bank on my studies to at least put me at a slightly better position to fight for other opportunities in future should there be any.
ppl have always been telling me, if u want to be, be the best. dun be stuck in the middle, where it's a situation of "neither here nor there". and that's exactly where i am now, neither here nor there. and seriously, i hate this feeling. because i dunno which direction i'm heading towards. and if results were to determine a lot of things, den that makes it even harder to see what my future will be like or rather, what i would be able to achieve given where i'm now. and i noe why. i think i've lost my aim. because i dunno whats my aim anymore. it's time to find it back, decide for myself what it is, and work hard towards it.
and i'm really glad that i still have you(:
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morale running low
oohooh.
terence had his interview today, glad it all went well and smooth, think u did a great job. dun worry jus wait and see okae(: you've done enuf preparations and put in enuf efforts so be proud of yourself okae dear(:
and currently am trying my best to clear biophy before it accumulates like who noes what and i dun want myself to have a hard time swallowing everything when it nears the exam. i'm gonna mug and mug now, as what i've told terence this afternoon. from young, i hadnt been exceptionally outstanding in anything, i'm neither leadership material nor am i some enthu person that can get involved in all sorts of activities without worries. the only thing that i prob find some hope in is my studies, and yes its the only thing that had seen me through so many years. since that's the case, it would be of waste if the only thing i'm supposedly good at isnt giving me much hope anymore. and prob while i'm trying hard to see if there's anything i can do to boost my non-academic areas, i should bank on my studies to at least put me at a slightly better position to fight for other opportunities in future should there be any.
ppl have always been telling me, if u want to be, be the best. dun be stuck in the middle, where it's a situation of "neither here nor there". and that's exactly where i am now, neither here nor there. and seriously, i hate this feeling. because i dunno which direction i'm heading towards. and if results were to determine a lot of things, den that makes it even harder to see what my future will be like or rather, what i would be able to achieve given where i'm now. and i noe why. i think i've lost my aim. because i dunno whats my aim anymore. it's time to find it back, decide for myself what it is, and work hard towards it.
and i'm really glad that i still have you(:
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