welcome

hello (:

quote

“But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?”
please

it's almost 3am and late at nite and i can't slp. yeah sounds like lyrics. but true cuz i'm lying on my bed now and unable to get to slp. was doing my usual "thinking about random stuffs at nite before slping" and recounting some dates when i dawned upon certain things. and it grips me quite a bit because it's like a recurring thing that nvr really left. makes me wonder what are the certain reasons that lie behind certain things that happened. that is it purely an occasional need or was there a meaning deeper behind it? be it consciously or subconsciously, i really dunno.

i hadnt been an exactly great person, i had my own flaws and imperfections that i both noe of and ignorant of. but i realise all these flaws and imperfections of mine are crippling me and stripping me of the confidence that i have of myself. i'm jus afraid that these flaws are gonna cause me mistakes that i will regret. and i noe i dun want that to happen because it's jus awful enuf to think about them. and i'll try my best to change, as long as the promise is always there and always valid.