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“But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?”

have you ever felt how certain things/people can make you feel small sometimes? once in awhile, i do want to just hole up inside my room on my bed and never come out to face the world again. they never knew the entire story, so i havent quite seen anyone who can truly empathize with how i actually feel. maybe some came close...

Whenever i decided on something and tries to move in the direction of it, somehow they don't realise. all the dreams i have/want, they seemed to be way up there and i'm just hanging by a thread below. i dont know how much longer i can carry on like this.. stuck in a stupid cycle of nothingness.

i longed to live the life i want, to do things based on my own principles. by the age of 21, i believe i have a mind of my own to dictate my life. i'm not saying that i'm not open to suggestions/advice/whatever, but i should at least be entitled to the right to make my decisions... no?

life is short and you only live once.

It’s nice being the photographer and not the subject, and capturing a perfect moment in the most wonderful colours. But there really are some days where you just wish you were the subject, the very thing that made the person pull his camera out in the first place. I’ve resigned to that fate of not being an object of anyone’s desire, nor someone who emanates such grace and beauty that is worth capturing.